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I've been away for way, way too many days. Of course, there are many reasons. The insanity of wedding preparations, being on holiday after the wedding, family trouble ...
But I've been on wordpress a lot. It was my intention to move my stuff there, to move on. But I miss this community, though I never was really involved. I miss browsing stunning art. I miss the raw, honest writing of people who wear their heart on their sleeve, who still live in the old days where you wrote under a nickname and loved faceless strangers for their art and compassion.
Blogging can be a lonely road. Strange, I know. Setting up your own little niche on the internet makes you feel grown up, independent, respectable. But it's nothing like a page with thousands of people, all pouring themselves out in art. I don't want to grow up all the way yet. Being married, being close to graduating again doesn't mean I have to act all white collar business. That wouldn't be me.
I found part of me a few days ago. Quotes on a TV show, and taking black and white pictures on a rainy day. So now I come full circle on this page by posting b&w simplicity of ordinary life once more.
I won't post all my stuff here in the future (the new design of this place is acting all wacko on my computer), but I'll be back, I promise.
Love, the girl now known as "starfish"
UPDATE: F****, the new upload is so unsecured that my browser won't upload any pictures. WTF. Hello Admins, what on earth have you done to this page??
But I've been on wordpress a lot. It was my intention to move my stuff there, to move on. But I miss this community, though I never was really involved. I miss browsing stunning art. I miss the raw, honest writing of people who wear their heart on their sleeve, who still live in the old days where you wrote under a nickname and loved faceless strangers for their art and compassion.
Blogging can be a lonely road. Strange, I know. Setting up your own little niche on the internet makes you feel grown up, independent, respectable. But it's nothing like a page with thousands of people, all pouring themselves out in art. I don't want to grow up all the way yet. Being married, being close to graduating again doesn't mean I have to act all white collar business. That wouldn't be me.
I found part of me a few days ago. Quotes on a TV show, and taking black and white pictures on a rainy day. So now I come full circle on this page by posting b&w simplicity of ordinary life once more.
I won't post all my stuff here in the future (the new design of this place is acting all wacko on my computer), but I'll be back, I promise.
Love, the girl now known as "starfish"
UPDATE: F****, the new upload is so unsecured that my browser won't upload any pictures. WTF. Hello Admins, what on earth have you done to this page??
Emoji Fun!
I found out today I can use my old emojis I posted here years ago - in the chat we use at work! Wohoo, now I can annoy my teammates with even more weird stuff! (I love them a lot and we are all somewhat weird in different ways, don't worry.)
Anyways, it makes me excited and lulz. Whatever, I'm a bit under the weather and my world somewhat wobbly, so fun is good.
I make sounds
I'm always up to trying something new when it comes to creative expression. This week it's synthetic sound layering.
Here's one short experiment:
https://soundcloud.com/user-571893857/spacescape-1-virtual-synthesizer-experiment
Uploading
Hi there,
I'm uploading some writing from earlier this year and and from last year at the moment. I started in reverse chronological order, but I think I should switch it and continue with the older stuff first? Not sure. It's late. Take care!
Will you be here?
Hi folks <3
I'm coming here with mixed feelings, a slight tingle of excitement and a weird knot in my stomach. I'm wondering, how many of you from the old days are still here? Are any of my old watchers and mutuals around? I know many of you haven't been active for months or years. I feel like I'm speaking into a dusty place, no one left. We all grew up, found our ways, new online places to explore. So many young strangers have taken our places. But I still find myself thinking about what we had. I changed a lot, my life cirumstances are way different than when I came here the year before I started university. I hardened, I softened, I gr
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