this is getting so annoying

I miss him. Should forget him, guess we just aren't meant to be. But today again so many things reminded me of him. Musik, words ... I listend to the two band we both enjoy. Maybe it was a stupid thing to do. And I don't know if he possibly will read this journal, so maybe writing this will screw me. And I don't know if I even care.
Yesterday was such a cool day, but this afternoon my thoughts started wandering again, so I took a walk with my camera (results are already online), but afterwards if came back again.
I could eat all day long to keep myself busy. Hardly managed to tidy up my room. Haven't started studying for university yet, so the first day of one weel holiday passed without significance ...
I just want to make this call or write this letter. Throwing pieces of paper down towards the water to let them fly with the wind, but they settled on stones.

Our wireless doesn't work, so I'm using an open connection from someone else's flat which really sucks, keeps kicking me from messengers and facebook due to low connectivity.
But luckily it's warmer again outside since Friday. Today we had the first real thunderstorm of this year, though not much thunder but the more rain And afterwards a blue sky so that I could take my walk.

Yada yada yada.
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