Kayanya

  
I found out today I can use my old emojis I posted here years ago - in the chat we use at work! Wohoo, now I can annoy my teammates with even more weird stuff! (I love them a lot and we are all somewhat weird in different ways, don't worry.)
Anyways, it makes me excited and lulz. Whatever, I'm a bit under the weather and my world somewhat wobbly, so fun is good.

I'm always up to trying something new when it comes to creative expression. This week it's synthetic sound layering.

Here's one short experiment:
soundcloud.com/user-571893857/…

Hi there,
I'm uploading some writing from earlier this year and and from last year at the moment. I started in reverse chronological order, but I think I should switch it and continue with the older stuff first? Not sure. It's late. Take care!

Hi folks <3
I'm coming here with mixed feelings, a slight tingle of excitement and a weird knot in my stomach. I'm wondering, how many of you from the old days are still here? Are any of my old watchers and mutuals around? I know many of you haven't been active for months or years. I feel like I'm speaking into a dusty place, no one left. We all grew up, found our ways, new online places to explore. So many young strangers have taken our places. But I still find myself thinking about what we had. I changed a lot, my life cirumstances are way different than when I came here the year before I started university. I hardened, I softened, I grew up. Some of my old art and writing speaks to me of a stranger, someone I can barely remember I was not very long ago. Still, I'm full of words and strange images, ideas I want to tell to you. The dreamer inside me never died and wants to meet you. Will you be here?

Or should I leave the past alone? (I'm toying with the idea of starting here with a fresh account; turning this one into a time-capsule.)

My wordpress blogs are on private/offline at the moment; I'm thinking about moving my writing headquarters back here and/or maybe to some other additional platform. If you know of some cool places to share my kind of free-verse poetry and vignettes, please let me know. I'd love to publish in an online magazine or something for the fun of it.

If you are here still, say hi, please, and love to you <3

I've been out of touch with the community here for a long time and I lost track of Megan Madgwick/Ramirez aka corina90 aka thefireflyliberation aka seafishandstarfire (I was sad to come back and find all the accounts deactivated).

I loved loved loved her poetry and it inspired me so much. Is she still around on social media anywhere or did she decide to stop posting poetry etc publicly? Either way I hope she is well.